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It's me again. It's been a while eh. |
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[May. 15th, 2005|10:28 pm] |
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fuck...its been a while and a lot has happened....passed all my classes, got on the dean's list, got my car, broke up with richie, and i got a new job. I'm an Architectural Office Assistant hah...yea but i don't make shit. but i work 35 hours a week...its gunna suck cuz i wont have time to spend with jade this summer..only on the weekends..but u gotta do what u gotta do to pay the bills, i try to spend as much time as i can with her especially now with richie gone. my life is a cycle but i guess i make it that way. There's gotta be something wrong with me cause im just never happy with n e thing its sad. and once i get what i want....i just dont want it n e more because the challenge is over why is that? I've grown up in a lot of ways...but in a lot of ways I havent i still think and act and do the same things i used to. fucked up. I read this quote today something like "people spend their whole life searching for themselves, when they should spend their life creating themselves". idk thought that was kinda cool. im doing both. got my hair done yesterday, think it was a cleansing thing for me, gunna quit smoking again too and join a gym, lose this fuckin weight that i gained back....funny how things like that happen when ur depressed. went to jade's best friend from school's house today for a "playdate" met the parents and shit..theyre pretty cool...their other daughter died a little while back from a heart transplant :( ...jade and her are awesome friends tho...i hope they get to be like me n jeannine that would be awesome everyone needs a friend like that in their lives. I know how lucky I am. so n e ways jade had fun...then i went over to shannon's house i was supposed to help put siding up on her house but it was too shitty today but they bbq'd lol then went to the mall with them yay *rolls eyes* went to my mawmi's then came home. richie left a msg on my answering machine he needed his work boots and hard hat, guess he found himself a job...finally...well good for himso he came by tonight and grabbed the shit...i still get mad when i see him cuz he makes me sick...cant help it from all the shit he's done...especially in the past week with jade...ah well ill take care of it i always do. kenny's awesome lol he always makes me laugh...i think i need sleep i gotta wake up at 630 in the morning..im gunna go lie down and read ciao for now
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| muahahahaha |
[Sep. 12th, 2004|08:59 pm] |
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| | Beautiful -Snoop | ] |
well its been a bit again...im back in school...YAY! ya as if..i only had 2 days of classes so far, 3 classes and i have 8..this semesters gunna be brutal..ah well ill pull it off hah. n e ways ya jades been acting up lately like hardcore at night and its been driving me nuts cuz she just wont go to fuckin bed...might be the change in times that she has to get up..but its been like 3 weeks how long does it take to get used to a certain sleeping habit..i guess for a 5 yr old it could take a while but its just stressful cuz i have no time to do n e thing when shes finally asleep cuz im too fricken tired..and usually i wait till shes asleep to do dishes or have a shower cuz im busy playing with her. ah well..and richie got into a fight with him today...maybe i was just being bitchy..but i dont think so he was acting *cool* on the phone in front of his friend wes...his best friends little brother...so i told him he better fuckin smarten up that i wasnt fuckin 16 and i wasnt going to put up with his shit and if he thought that i was gunna put up with it or couldnt find a bf who would treat me with respect he was sadly mistaken...well go figure he hung up on me LOL...n e ways he pisses me off, and i got enuff to deal with i dont need to deal with his bullshit as well as everything else i have on my plate...my fuckin osap isnt in yet either..another 2 weeks i have to wait..havent paid my rent my bills havent come in yet thank god, what a stressful month. and i dont care if im whining because thats what i do best! lol..i was actually thinking of switching to civil engineering...but i think its too late to switch...ahh well theres always university after like i was planning...the only thing that sucks about civil is that its gunna take a few more maths than what i have already i think like 2 or 3 more....and ill have 3 under my belt already..i hate math *sighs* i guess thats y its the only class i get a D in lol...all my other classes are A's basically. *shakes head* i love autocad tho....my fav class. im really worried about whats gunna happen with me n richie when he gets back, i just hope he doesnt pull the same shit again like he used to do.ill fuckin keel him. I WANT MY CAR...my moms on strike...revenue canada..fuckin shitty...so she cant afford to buy a new car and give me hers right now..and i dont think i wanna wait...so i think im gunna buy one when i get my loan...i think itll do me good to have a car...give me more freedom, i love driving, that and i can go visit my grandparents on the weekends, or just go for a cruise in between classes or at night when jades sleeping, n e ways im in a bad mood and i gotta work on my strength of materials course... and finish designing my house for another class ciao for now :) |
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[Aug. 21st, 2004|09:41 pm] |
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| | Chingy-Holidae inn | ] |
the day started off and i was happy and feelin a little wacky and then this happens..i get into a mood, i guess some people would call it depressed. I just put jade to bed and got off the phone with richie...me n richie have been back together since the day of jeannine's wedding, and so far its been going good except this time when he'll be gone for 3 weeks..weve been starting to fight and i think its cuz we miss each other and we know itll be a while before we see each other again this honestly sucks :( but another thing that sucks is when hes accusing me of fuckin having guys over when hes not around or cheating on him...that got me so mad, but instead i said calmly...i was single for almost a year and if i wanted to fuck other people like i WAS doing then i wouldnt be with your ass. well that shut him up but who knows for how long. i honestly do love him...and things are going great, hopefully things work out this time..but HEY i heard that the 1000000000th time is the charm! lol. n e ways here hopin *crosses fingers*... well i had a good convo with chris on the phone last night and he was drunko as usual, he met some nice girl...he goes uno how me n u are like the same? hah i said yesssss cuz we are hes like melissa with a dinky....and he goes well i met this girl but shes like 10 times worse lol i said thats great! uno being happy for him and he goes ya but shes a pothead...lol..he always finds these little quircks about the chicks he dates..one ate ketchup on everything...one is a psychopath with a hairy ass..and now this one smokes too much dope lol hes funny...but i can honestly say hes my best guy friend hes the only one that i can read green eggs and ham to on the phone and laugh my ass off with...i thought i was in love with him a while ago...cuz we got along so good and hes a great guy and he treated me so good among other things but i know it wasnt that kinda love not the same thing i feel for richie. but im not in love with richie i just love him...we have to get that thing we had back. he was my first love and the father of my kid and we were together for ever and a month i met him for the first time when i was 12 lol that was 12 years ago...we have a lot of history. ah well if things work they do if they dont they dont school starts again in 2 weeks and i have to concentrate on that and jade before n e thing else. but it does break my heart when things between us get bad..i love seeing him with jade hes sucha a great dad...thats the only thing i cant say bad about him..i can bash him to hell if i want to but i can never say hes a bad father. and she looks so much like him it kinda pisses me off lol. i tell her sometimes when she does stuff *your just like your father* and she laughs...and apparently she told him i say that sometimes LOL. funny girl..shes got quite the attitude now and she has a little bit of my attitude sometimes when she gets cocky with me or someone else she says things that i would say to her when im mad when i tell her to go for a bath and she says no ill say *actually yes u are* and ive heard her say that a few times...shes my little bitch in training hahaha, no shes a cutie i love her with all my heart..and shes so smart too she knows how to tie her shoes now :D but its funny cuz theyre a little loose and theyre those big fat loops but hey she knows how to tie em!! and it only took like 40 times doing it lol. so ya my mom came over and we had that lasagna and dessert and it was mm mm good, she didnt stay too long but thats ok as long as she came i miss my mommy hah. my brother too little shit went to see alice cooper tonight hes supposed to come over next weekend but we'll see everytime he says that he never shows up typical teenager. school starts in 2 weeks AHHHHHH! i mean yay! *rolls eyes* ahh well im gunna go read my cosmo and play some ps2 and maybe watch a movie LOL take advantage of the 2 weeks i have left of freedom and melissa time. n e ways im gunna start doing absolutely nothing productive... ciao for now :) |
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| hah im fookin bored |
[Aug. 21st, 2004|02:50 pm] |
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| | can can can u do the can can | ] |
hah i always wanted to be EATEN....im havin my moms over for supper tonight..makin lasagna with french bread...and i made this dessert it has a graham wafer crumb crust and a layer of bananas and a layer of coconut cream pudding mixed with cream cheese and a top layer of whipped cream i can fuckin wait to eat it ALL muahahahahah! |
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| lol i have no life |
[Aug. 18th, 2004|02:25 pm] |
its cute BUT blue and green should never be seen except inside a washing machine OR MY BATHROOM! |
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[Aug. 18th, 2004|01:21 pm] |
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[Aug. 18th, 2004|11:48 am] |
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| | how come - D12 | ] |
blah blah blah washing my floors how much fun im having right now. i hate cleaning maybe cuz i have to do it...if it was something that didnt need to be done i think id enjoy it more. so ya after im done this shiznit im gunna teach jade how to tie her shoes again....its quite the process lol but i want her to know how to do it by herself by the time she starts school again. so ya im on a marilyn manson kick for some reason *shrug* who knew. went to barbies pawn shop the other day to buy some ps2 games i got one and bought jade this fuckin stuffed pony that was 15 bux i got ripped the fuck off lol.. n e ways i saw crystal's fiancee john there and one of the games i wanted he had in the trunk of his car so i bought it off him for half of what i wouldve paid in the pawn shop sweeeet. n e ways i got a ride with him and we went to his house so i could see crystal and me n jade just chilled there for a while. its been a while. nicole went back to t.o yesterday i miss her she should def move back cuz shes pregnant and keepin her baby, its hard enuff to support yourself when u live in t.o never mind raising a kid. well willow should be comin to visit sometime soon shes another good friend of mine she lives like an hour away from duluth...when shes in town were gunna p.a.r.t. why?? cuz we gotta! ya i had fun in geraldton went fishing..jade caught some fishies too did some camping...got my g2 :) and my last day there i went and saw bonnie and wade and their cute little baby hunter fuck i miss that girl. didnt see danny tho next time! i missed the jamboree by a day tho..i heard some kids beat the fuck out of some other kid from here and he died or something..idk uno how rumours are from a small town. although it could be true it came from my grandpa lol. so ya now im waiting on my mom to buy her car shes gunna buy a honda civic...and shes gunna gimme her car. so then i gotta get the thing in my name get new plates...get it safetied and then get myself some insurance. but hey its all gunna be worth it. miss independent :) n e ways ya thats about it everything in my love life is perfect :) and HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRISTY :) |
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| HAPPY CANA-DUH DAY |
[Jul. 1st, 2004|12:56 pm] |
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| | s.w.a.t. (movie) | ] |
a long time has gone by since ive written in this biznatch, so im long overdue. thru jeannine her bacholorette party...that was a blast, im glad she had fun, lots of cool pics from that night...and that one of me and jeannine..i look like a fuckin mongrel STOP PUTTING THAT SHIT UP! :P hehe. yea was chris' bday yesterday gave him his presents and shit then took him out for supper then went to pats but he didnt feel like drinking so we came back to his place and fell asleep. its canada day today and man do i ever have the urge to drink but i cant :( gunna have jade today and i gotta watch zander for 430. Jeannine and erics wedding is coming up so fuckin soon...im excited, and so happy for her. lots of ppl gunna be there and im gunna be nervous to say my speech :S unless i have a few drinks before of course lol, then im not that shy :P jeannine knows how i am. grrrr...mikes gunna be there i think u did that on purpose j :P n e ways its fuckin canada day today and im gunna celebrate by putting a fake tattoo canadian flag on my cheek theres my canadian spirit lol. cant wait to get back to fuckin school, i was taking a look at my statics book the other day can u say bored? lol yea..its a mixture of math and physics (strength of materials) fuck i cant wait to start working. next year we get to design our own houses and make a model of it its gunna fuckin r0xer. i wont have time for shit. guys? hellz no! friends? hellz ya! when i have the urge to drink and go to the bar and dance like a slut as usual lol. but no taking n e one home melissa...there are std's out there... sometimes its fun to be single and at other times it sucks...but i think ive realized a few things in the last few days... that i deserve a lot more than what ive been getting. (hidden msg in that statement) we'll see what happens i guess.gotta make a dr's appt for jade to see about her ankles she keeps complaining that they hurt :( i cant ever seem to find the time to draw thats one thing that i miss doing the most besides fishing...one of these days when i have time maybe ill go down to geraldton and bring my drawing pad and draw by the lake...thats gunna be some fucked up shit cuz my x roger lives at the resort where my grandparents are camping this year. i had some good times with that guy..but i havent talked to him since danny beat the shit out of him in front of the cop shop lol. that was some funny shit, cuz danny's a tuff mother fucker and there was blood all over, the shitty thing was that roger was wearing my fav shirt at the time so it got all ripped and soaked in blood :( LOL. yea i have a morbid sense of humour but if n e of u knew what he did then u wouldnt feel sorry for him trust me. and wyatt is a dif story
haha wyatt earp. hes an x too have so many of em jesus :P i love boys theyre stupid lol. well this is one long mother fuckin entry and i think im gunna stop becuz im not at home right now, i think im gunna write in here more often and let some of that steam out. n e ways ciao for now peeps! :P |
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| its been a while |
[Mar. 20th, 2004|12:22 pm] |
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Fuck, i havent written in this for a while, ive just been so fuckin busy and not really much has happened either. Well jeannines getting married thats big news! im so happy for her and eric, maybe some day ill be that lucky heh. and im getting my moms car this summer. im taking that young drivers course and shes paying for my first yr of insurance. i think if i wasnt in college they wouldnt be doing this LOL. it rocks then i can take jade camping and to the beach and even little road trips instead of being stuck around our house all summer long. a month and a half left of school and i cant fuckin wait. i prolly wont have more time to write either for a while cuz of the stupid exams. busy busy busy. Kole's birthday tomorrow gunna take Jade she hasnt seen him in a long time. but stupid richie coulda told me closer to the time cuz now i gotta rush at the last minute to buy him something. Richie ugh father of the year, lets just not go there lol. bill and dodi have jade right now and im gunna clean and then go see twisted with my moms. Tiger is here right now hes my grandparents cat and hes sooooooo cute im thinking of adopting him after they get his shots and get him fixed, jade really likes him she wont leave him the fuck alone lol. I tried calling jeannines mom today but she wasnt home. Ive got to get this speech done. I want it to be perfect, and memorable but what to say so that its appropriate? well thats where jeannines mom comes in lol. me n my trucker mouth im gunna need a little bit of help ha.i just worry about every little thing possible. yea. i hope that movies good tonight cuz i really wanted to see dawn of the dead but my mom has to have her way all the time so i caved in, maybe a hawt guy will take me to see it LOL yea in my dreams. hot guys in tbay? hahahahahahahaha cough ummm hahahahahaha. and then i woke up. but then i get...well looks arent everything... well in my case they are becuz im sorry if the fucker ever wants to get laid hes gunna have to wear a paper bag over his head and that aint happenin
well looks arent "everything" but a very big part, i mean thats what attracts u to someone in the first place....looks..oh well maybe i am shallow in that respect but then id just be like n e living, breathing guy. yea still havent found "the guy" dunno if i ever will at this point im about ready to give up, and im not settling this time, or im gunna try not to, id rather be by myself....its more fun to be single n e ways cuz i can do whatever the hells i want. not that i wouldnt n e ways but its a lot less drama and stress lol. n e ways ima go clean my pig of an appt and go have a shower cuz i stink like a pig. take care ciao ;) |
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| BAHAHAHAHA! wicked awesome night man! |
[Jan. 24th, 2004|06:09 pm] |
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| | November Rain -Guns n Roses | ] |
fuck man, last night was SAWESOME! yes SAWESOME hah. j picked me up from school yesterday and we went and got eric and booze n stuff. then we went back to their place, and we started drinking.well we got a lil tipsy before leaving and we went and picked up kyla and paco, and went to roxys. at first it was a little boring we just sat there and drank for a while. we started getting pretty damn drunk. ya so we went to the bathroom all three of us jeannine me and kyla. jeannine was pissing, and i dont even remember the reason thats how drunk i was but all of a sudden i just fuckin kicked the door in lol and the whole fuckin thing where you close the door came off!! lol we even heard the screws fall out picking it up lol too funny. everybody just shut up and looked at me LOL. melissa drunk again! haha. ya so then we went back to the table and we seen so many ppl we knew. clint and chuck upton were there, mike perron, chance, and dan. i flirted a bit with mike cuz i always do cuz hes so hawt hah. and then i seen wes and bubba. danced with both of them like a little hooch hah. then i started dancing with this freaky lookin guy. he had like a shaved head with a little bit of hair, and piercings all over lol and i was uhum dancing really bad with him LOL. bad melissa bad! lol. n e ways then i went back to the table and I SAW MY CHUCKIE!!!! by this time jeannines plastered cuz everyones buying her shooters haha DEADLY!. chuck is my x bf that i miss so much. i think hes the only guy i went out with for a while and never slept with. we used to do so much together like drink, play golf, go to movies, and just hang out. he is the best guy ever! n e ways he told me to call him but idk if im going to.(i should tho) heh.hes one of the only x bfs that i liked sooooo much. but we danced all crazy with each other as usual. hes an awesome dancer. mmmmmmmmm i love boyz who dance, its so sexxeh! so yah then j and eric dropped me off at home. i walked in the door and dropped my 12 pack on the floor and broke a beer. lol its still just sitting there at this moment. i have a fuckin bruise on my wrist which idk where it fuckin came from. so yah last night i come on here and act like an asshole to everybody lol. when i woke up this morning i was hungover but not too bad. it just goes to show u had an awesome night before when u have to check ur whole apt just to make sure you ddint bring someone home with you LOL. fuck i am so bad, one of these days ima get myself in trouble! lol wait a minute, i AM trouble lol. n e ways we had a wicked awesome time last night. Happy Birthday Jeannine! LOL. n e ways ima do some HOMEWORK :S gay! ciao for now :) |
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| WEE WEE'S BIRTHDAY!!! HAH |
[Jan. 22nd, 2004|09:53 pm] |
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| | if i get locked up tonight- eminem | ] |
wellllll...jeannine's just as old as i am HAHAHA BIATCH, its not fun is it? lol...well tomorrow we get to celebrate, and im gunna tell them its your birthday at the strip bar YOUR TURN! :P well not much going on here. just school stressed right out. jade had a dr's appt today :S shes got fluid in her right ear from being congested. so the doctor gave me nose spray for her. and she might have asthma, she goes for a breathing test two weeks from now :( richies got her right now...break heh. I miss her already tho, i like the breaks but i still miss my baby :( so i went to jeannine's parent's house for cake got home just now. zander's so cuuuute. heh i cant wait till he says auntie tho :( lol.yah and richie came and picked up jade tonight i forgot to tell jeannine tonight, but yah richies all grabbing my ass and shit trying to kiss me :S lol boyz will be boyz . n e ways ima go take a shower clean and do some drafting i got class at 9 tomorrow. ciao for now!!!! |
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| ugh..... |
[Jan. 16th, 2004|03:28 pm] |
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well...it happened im 24, and im pretty depressed about it. I hate being older. i went to see paycheck with my mom last night while my uncle babysat, then my grandparents stayed the night. they drove me to school today. its snowing like mad out today :| . I need beer, i wanna get drunk. chris wants me to go to pat's house tonight and get drunk then sleep at his house :S idk. kenny wanted to come over and watch movies tonight too. who knows what ill feel like later. i have bonnie's baby shower to go to tomorrow at 2. and i need to do some shopping b 4 that. so ill prolly stay home. who knows. depends, if i get booze or not. its all about the booze hah. on the weekends n e ways. and after school, have a beer once in a while to unwind, nothing wrong with that. school is tuff, gotta get a lot of shit done this semester, its just the math, statics and physics thats got me going crazy.dah wells whatchya gunna do. |
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| oh my fawkin gawd!! |
[Jan. 11th, 2004|06:17 pm] |
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| | holidae inn - chingy, ludacris, and snoop | ] |
yesterday....oh man...i will never forget for the rest of my life...it was so fucked up..first of all friday night i went out with jeannine and eric and i got a lil tipsy and didnt get to bed till late, and i had a hair appt yesterday at 10:30 hah, well i wake up and shut the alarm off and go back to bed without realizing it. my mom calls me half an hour b 4 the appt and wakes me up. then i go to catch the bus and i see the thing go down the street gawd fuckin damnit! so i missed it. so i went to the store and caught a cab so i wouldnt be fuckin late. i got my hair done, and it took like 3 and a half hours cause she was doing other ppl at the same time. so i got my hair done. then i caught the bus to chris' which is like an hour ride :S. i got there and we just sat around for a bit, then i called jeannine and she asked if me and chris wanted to go to fatcats with her and eric, we said sure. chris was putting up drywall in the entranceway of his apt building, so he needed a shower. they werent here after he was done so we played a bit of a racing game on ps2. then we went to fatcats on arthur street. i had to fuckin eat cause i didnt have the chance to eat all fricken day and i was starving!!! so we got to fatcats, and there was kelly, her hubby greg, her friend nat, and some other guy, cant member his name lol. it was cool to see her there, i like kelly shes a cool chickie. so we fuckin got 4 pitchers there. we just pretty much sat around there. then for some fucked up reason we ended up at bottoms up lol. YAH. so we got beers and sat down kinda in the back. then jeannine got the bright idea to sit in sniffers row :S omg...yah so we went and sat down there. just chilled for a bit, by this time ive had a few more beers and im pretty fuckin drunk. I go piss and jeannine tells them its my birthday while im gone....i go and sit back down, and the stripper comes up to me......."she wants me to go up on stage" AHHHHHHHH!!!!! she literally pulled me up there strong bitch lol. i dont even know if i should be mentioning n e of this...lol prolly not but what the hell. yah so i go up there i dont even know, apparently we dry humped haha and i slapped her ass and stuff i remember that and i remember her trying to take my top off but NO that aint happenin, so yah i go back down. and then another one goes up there. jeannine fuckin does it to me again, the stripper makes me go up, and ur not gunna say no when a million guys r going wooooo LOL so i go up there shake my boobies with her or w.e and then she wants me to fuckin undo her bra with my teeth? lol ummm yah. so i tried and couldnt do it lol so i sat down. then two more go up there and they get out the glow in the dark body paint! and one comes up and rubs her tits on my shirt to leave tit marks and then my face!! lol so my shirt and my face glowed in the dark!! lol. and jeannine it does come out! lol. fuckin green pink and yellow paints. so then we headed home j and eric dropped me and chris off at his house. well we were pretty drunk, i had a beer and he had a few. he put some music on and we started dancing and stuff. but then hes like OH i got a surprise for you! lol. so he goes downstairs and he comes back up wearing nothing but chaps and a leather jacket! woooooohoooooo! sexay! hah. but nothing happened. we actually had a good talk finally. much needed on my end. then we played a lil bit of that racing game and went to bed. we woke up early enuff and well something else woke up too hah. no details needed. then jeannine phoned us and asked if we wanted to go to fatcats for breakfast. we watched a lil bit of bruce almighty in bed "cuddling" and then we went. j picked up chris' brother shawn and his gf willow and we all went for breakfast. it was fun. then we all went home. jade came home and we played. and i ordered pizza and breadstix yum. I made a cd for my mom. and now im gunna play with jade some more, put her to bed, do homework, and then hit the hay myself. i got court tomorrow morning :S. n e whoooo ciao for now! |
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| UGH! |
[Jan. 5th, 2004|11:43 pm] |
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| | heltah skeltah-lefleur laflah eshkoshka | ] |
I'm feeling so depressed right now...idk y, kinda feel like shit. I give up on guys..theyre all fucked up...i dont care what u all say, that their are nice guys out there, man there is fuckin not!....unless im like picking out of the garbage or something hah.which i prolly ammmm, cause like i said before im an asshole magnet, and thats the honest to gawd truth. man maybe there is "sigh" but im too busy for that shit n e ways. Im fuckin messed in the fuckin head LOL i need a shrink i think "hey that rymed" im a poet and i know it! n eeeee wayssss lol. im just gunna fuckin stick my nose in my books and get straight A's or B's at least that'll be good. I stood in line all fuckin day at school today for registration and to apply for osap and all that fun shiznit.I had lunch with mary today i bought myself a fuckin supersub from the caf...have u ever had a supersub from mr.sub? LOL
k well i can eat like 2 or 3 its so big i got...k listen to this...its got cheese on it pizza sauce, mayo, green peppers, black olives, green olives, onions,hot banana peppers, pickles, lettuce, tomatoes, and like a fuckin thik stack of pepperoni and i ate it all up YUM! it was sooooo goooood. MMMMmmmMMMM. wish i could meet a man that tasted that good muahahaha. man ima turn into a lesbian soon i think. LOL. im so fuckin tired....what am i doing up? answer me that....is it because i have INSOMNIA? or is it because im DEMENTED? or is it because im just a fuckin MORON? plz feel free to let me know...lol but yah. got my webpage done, i kinda like it. and a few ppl signed it not as many as i wanted but enuff...just the ppl that matter n e ways....I HATE MEN! thought id add that in there LOL. n e ways im tired of being a retard. PEACE! |
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| hahahahahahaha |
[Jan. 5th, 2004|02:11 am] |
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omg...im still up i cant fuckin sleep, i got so much shit on my mind right now. And im still sitting here at 2 in the morning trying to figure out how a dog just takes a shit on the floor right in front of your face and we didnt even notice LMFAO. geeeeeeez im sitting in bed trying to sleep and chuckling like a godamn retard LOL oh well thats just me.if i dont get to bed ima be dead tired on my feet tomorrow fuck shit mother fucker hah. i get to see all my school friends tomorrow yipeeeeee im so excited , maybe thats part of the reason y i cant sleep. I know the other part and its kinda gay...maybe when im a little more comfy with the situation ill let you all know...but for now ima go try and get my 5 hrs sleep, cause i gotta wake a 4 and a half yr old grumpy monster in the morning lol....i just cant get over that dog HILLARIOUS! lol n e hoooooo ciao for now!! :P |
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[Jan. 4th, 2004|08:50 pm] |
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well yah, i havent written for a while, ima busy busy gurrrrrrl. naw i dont do much, just have had not much to write. Im excited and nervous to start another semester at school. last semester was so farkin hard well the math was n e ways. and this semester is gunna be tuffer.Jade's gunna have it hard too this holiday has got her on a bad sleepin habits again. but im sure everything will fall into place again. Ill be so busy this semester im gunna try and get straight A's that means my nose is gunna always be in a book instead of on this damn thing. I'm not even gunna turn this on i dont think. If ppl wanna talk they can call me. that and i badly need cable lol just havent gotten around to it yet. I have an appointment on my birthday to get my tubes tied :S i dont want to have n e more kids, and i kinda made my mind up a long time ago. But everyone's right im so bitter right now towards guys that I didnt think that i would ever want another one. But now....idk...that and i dont wanna have retarded periods i like being on the pill heh. i doubt i could get prego n e ways. i wasnt on n e thing while i was with Lee at all and we were together for a long time.... so.....yah....(phew) thats all i gotta say about that LOL. so i think im gunna cancel that apt and maybe rebook it or just stay on the pill and get it done when ima little older.I went for dinner today at chris' moms house.... he told me hed make me spaghetti after i asked him like a month ago lol...it was damn good, and his mom is so funny. His dog Zeus "smile" everytime im around him idk it seems like he farts all the time LOL. and today we were sitting at chris' moms table and the dog farted..i smelt it but didnt wanna say n e thing cause i dont wanna be like hey who farted uno...but then his mom piped up lol...shes like did u fart? to her bf and then chris is like naw it must be the dog.. zeus always farts when melissa's around lol he makes fun of me thinks its me farting just blaming the dog eh...LOL so THEN...chris' mom turns around and theres this big fuckin pile of dog shit LMFAO he just pooped on the kitchen floor idk how we all missed that when we were all right fuckin there but it was so funny his moms bf was like gagging right hardcore turning all red cause of the stench, i almost pissed my pants i had to go laugh in the living room it was so fuckin funny. and this is while chris is in the bathroom puking cause hes hungover so his mom goes to flush it, so now theres puke and dog shit in the toilet and the toilet gets clogged up LOL. n e ways yah i had a good time the supper was right fuckin deadly. so his mom pulled out a wishbone, and we pulled it together and made a wish...i won the wish....can u guess what i wished for? jeannine knows "wink" but thats all im saying "zip" heh n e ways i gotta go shower and stuff for school tomorrow...gotta wake up at 730 :S ciao for now peeps |
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